UNSENT.

Dear MUFFiN,

I’ve known u since 2^nd grade. Ure my best guy friend in the whole world. U know that. I have told u once when we were havin coffee at Starbucks around 5am, after that one crazy party, Ure my ONE GREAT LOVE. Although I was a bit drunk, I know what im saying that morning. But u just laughed at my face coz ure tipsy too. But I know u know that really. YOU ARE.

I never had a bf. U knew that by heart. But most times, I never felt single coz ure always around. Can u still remember our pact back in highschool? That if we reach 30 and we’re still unattached, we’ll give it a shot? Haha. It was a silly pact between 16 year old kids. But u know, Im trying to fast forward my mind 8 years later and see what will happen if we do end up together. OMFG!!. I just can’t imagine. Eew.

We’re both 22 now. Im still single. . I don’t know if ure still holding on to that pact. Coz I know that u want someone else now. But that’s okie. Theres still 8 years to go. Theres still time. But u know what? If ure a STRAIGHT guy, I will marry u on my 23^rd bday. But ure NOT. So I guess, im not counting anymore. I realized, I don’t want to marry you anymore. I figured, what the heck?! I can’t marry my brother. Yep. Ure not just the guy friend. You’re my BROTHER. I remember I told u that in the letter I gave u during our retreat in 6^th grade. We were 12 years old back then. Maybe u thought I just wrote that to impress u. But I meant what I said in that letter.You’re the brother I never had. That’s why right now, I’M OFFICIALLY STATING OUR PACT TO BE NULL AND VOID. Don’t count on it anymore. Im sure when u read this, you’ll be happy. Coz youre already free. U can now extend your singlehood until u reach 50. You can now date hot guys for as long as you like until u get wrinkles. Another reason why I’m considering our pact null and void is that, if we marry each other, we’ll just get divorced/annulled sooner and end up hating each other. Just like Brad and Jennifer. I don’t want that to happen. Im not hoping for it to happen. I want u to remain my brother and my muffin. Coz bestfriends are forever. And I think we’re perfectly fine that way.

Dear BEBZ,

You are my soul-mate. We’ve been besrfriends since 5^th grade. From highschool to college, we’re always together. If people were asking where I am, they’d probably know the answer, IM WITH YOU. And if they are looking for you, they would say, YOURE WIT ME. It’s always like that. I think the main reason why I never dated a boy is because we are INSEPARABLE.

We’re so close that’s why even we just hang out together the whole day, we still have the energy to talk over the fon. Non-sense topics and Stories we tell each other over and over and over again but we still love hearing them. It’s as if we’re never running out of stories and gossips. We always had a good laugh especially when we’re criticizing the TRYNG-TOO-HARD, gymnast wanna-be girl back in Highschool. U still remember her? YEAH. The 3-letter nickname that she uses. UGH. I hate her.

We are very similar in many aspects. We like fashion, trendy bags, HOT bad boys and GOSSiP GiRL. Yeah ure a BiTCH like Blair. And im the SWEET, SASSY Serena. And im quite thankful coz although we fight over Vic Zhu’s character in METEOR GARDEN way way back, it never really occurred in Real life. We never really fight over some stupid guy. Actually, we never really had any fight to begin with. That’s how compatible we are. If u were a boy, I’d probably DATE you.

But now were miles apart, it seems that my days are empty. My fon is not ringing anymore the way it used to when ure here. I miss it when ure saying funny remarks about random people. Youre a real CLOWN. U always make me laugh the hardest.

To the point wherein I cant breathe anymore and happy tears are already evident.

It’s a nice feeling having a friend who is not laughing AT me. But Laughing WITH ME
I kinda miss that feeling. I don’t even know if i still have the same big laughter I used to have when you’re still here with me. Sometimes, I wish u never left. But things happen for a reason. U always tell me that. And for whatever reason it is, I guess, its all for the best.

Dear Tinangkz.

My soul-sister. We’ve known each other since we were 15. We were in highschool then. I wouldn’t have known u if it werent for kaye. Im glad shes our common friend coz if not, our path wouldn’t have crossed.

Ure a new student in our school. So we’re not really fond of each other. I never really thought u would be my friend u know? First, coz u beat my ass and my team’s ass in volleyball when we were in 2^nd year highschool. We really want to win badly that time. But u were really good than the rest of all the players combined. I dunno where did u get that power with that slim figure u have. It’s still a mystery to me until now. Second, I thought u were shy and quiet. A TOTAL opposite of me. I figure, “ darn, shes not talking.” But when we became classmates in junior year, Ure a big revelation to me. U really do talk. Hahaha…

I cant remember how it exactly happened but I found myself, opening up to u and showing u my drawings. Well not really. U caught me drawing a girl wearing a dress during one of those boring classes. And u were like, "WOW. Ang galing mo naman!" As if it's the most amazing drawings on earth. U always have faith in me u know. ure like the wind beneath my wings. U taught me how to calculate sin and co sin in geometry class. Gosh! I hate math. And I guess, ure also one of the reasons why Im single. Coz u were always with me. And im also the reason why u never really had a bf, coz im always with you.

Remember we used to go home together after school? We used to buy banana cue then eat it while walking in your neighborhood and while looking out at cute guys playing basketball. It was alott of fun. Ure home is few blocks away from mine so im always dropping by at ur place. Before I thought your little bro, Raymond was kinda cute. If he was like, older than me, I thought id probably asked him out. we can be sisters-in-law. Haha.

You're in Hawaii now. Million miles away from here. But I never really felt the distance. Coz u never forget. Im glad we were able to keep that promise we had despite the long distance. WALANG KALIMUTAN. You call me from time to time and I really appreciate it. Even if ure calling as early as 7am (manila time) and im still sleeping. Im happy coz im hearing my phone ringing again. And im thrilled to hear it's my same old best friend shouting on the phone asking me to wake up and talk to her. Just like the old days. Its been what, 5 years without seeing u. im thinking, are u still slim? Are u taller than me now? That I don't know. but I know u just had a butterfly tattooed on your back. COOL. I wish I have a courage like you to do that. Its liberating to finally come out of your shell. im happy for you coz u finally outgrown ur shyness. Good Job.

And finally, after 5 years, we will be seeing each other again. weeks from now, we’ll be seeing each other again. live and on the flesh. Im soo excited. I cant wait.

Dear Brown Eyes,

You were my first serious crush. I met u when I transferred to a new school in 3^rd year college. I was a newbie in that school. And I didn’t realize that u were quite popular until the time I finally know who u are.

Its 7am. Youre sitting 2 seats opposite from me. First day of class. I never really had a chance to look around the room coz im too busy reading the Medical-Surgical nursing book that I bought. But I seem to glance at the seat where u are. Then I continue reading my book again coz I learned that the next prof likes to give pop quizzes. The prof didn’t give a pop quiz. Instead, he asked the class to stand up and introduce ourselves one by one. I wasn’t able to hear what u said. Coz I was too busy reciting to myself what im goin to say. The class was over. Finally, im going home.

I was inside the same jeep u were riding. U were sitting next to me. I didn’t realize it was you until you looked in my direction and offered to pay my fare. I was still thinking what your name is when u started a conversation. That’s when I noticed, u have big brown eyes. And that’s when I realized, youre kinda cute. For a moment I thought, going to a new school is not that bad as I thought it would be.

My crush for u gets bigger and bigger since u and I belong to the same group. I had the best group among all the rest of the 3^rd year nursing students because you were a member of it. I found myself smiling before going to bed coz I know I’ll be seeing you again the next day. I had really happy memories with you. I can still remember that midnight after duty, u drive me home. I went for a backride on your motorcycle. It’s the first time a guy took me home. EVER. We bid our goodbyes and I said “thank you.” you were smiling and suddenly, you KiSSED me on the cheek. I never see it coming. It was another first. I don’t know if I should consider that as my FIRST KISS since its just on the cheek. but on the other hand, I was NEVER been kissed buy a guy in any way before. So I can say, its my unofficial first kiss.

I want u to know that I still have with me the SLAM BOOK I asked u to sign on. There’s the “Who’s Your Crush” question, I smiled when I saw my nickname written in ALL CAPS to the space provided. I guess our friends have seen that since I asked them to sign as well. Brown eyes, u just made me happy that day.

The last time we saw each other was during our GRADUATION. Its been a long time. Im glad u still keep in touch. But when u get to see this, don’t laugh at me. I have outgrown my little crush on you a LONG TIME AGO. So don’t act as if ure a king ok. Hehe.. But u know what, maybe if u just pursue me and told me personally that u kinda like me too, I probably would have said,YES.

Dear Ronald James,

I just want u to know that I started having a crush when I was 8. This is the first time im gonna tell you that the boy im having a crush on was YOU. we were classmates since kindergarten until 3^rd grade. We were playmates when we were younger. I never knew the word CUTE until I saw u in 2^nd grade in a different light. I don’t know what happened. I have no idea why I started hanging out less with the girls and decided to hang out with YOU and KISHIN. I guess since the 3 of us were classmates since kinder 2, there was an instant connection between the 3 of us. I was never shy in front of u guys.

I don’t have any idea when I started liking you. Maybe, it was during ART CLASS when u taught me how to draw a pond with a fish swimming in it. Then u taught me how to color without going over the lines. I am smiling everytime I remember you and those things u taught me. I still smile everytime im hearing the song u dedicated for me during MUSIC CLASS That old song of TRUE FAITH still never fades. I want you to know that I’ve tried so many times to get the M result in FLAMES. I always end up with F as in FRIENDS or A as in ANGER. But I didn’t give up. I wanted to get a better result. L or S would be good. I put both our middle names. Finally, I got M for MARRIAGE. I think its cute. I was 8 that time. Don’t blame me.

I don’t know what happened in 3^rd grade, we were not close anymore. We were not talking, hanging out together anymore.. then 4^th grade came, we belong to different classes. I guess that somehow ended our friendship. I know u transferred to a different school. After 5^th grade, I don’t have any news about you. But, I tried to google you hoping I can see u on the net. Ive also tried searching for u in FRIENDSTER but I ended up looking on a black guy’s page. I guess I already gave up my hopes on seeing you again. But still, im gonna try to search you on MYSPACE. I don’t have FACEBOOK. That’s the only 2 social networking accounts that I have.

RONALD JAMES SAN DIEDO. If u happen to see this, Pls pls. Let me know. and to all the readers, if u happen to know this guy, tell him I miss him ALOTT.


Dear FeeLing Pogi,

I used to think u were ok. We were in first year highschool when u started calling me in my home asking me if there’s a possibility that Id say YES if u were to court me. I was shocked coz I cant believe im talking about this non sense issue instead of watching GHOST FIGHTER on tv. I was thirteen years old. And thirteen-year-old-girls are supposed to watch cartoons instead of listening to another thirteen-year-old boy’s declaration of admiration. I wonder if u noticed how annoyed I was when u asked me if u can take me home. Hello?! Can’t u see read? IM NOT INTERESTED.

I never took it seriously coz I know another smart girl just recently dumped you. I figure, ure on a rebound stage. And u were asking me those things to conceal the fact that MY close friend dumped you. Very clever. But I won’t deny that I was a bit affected when u tried to deny that asked me out. Not that im soo into you or anything.. I just thought ure a LOSER. Am I that hideous or something?! C’mon! why didn’t u just said yes when u were asked? Well, I just wanna let you know, being admired by you is not something I should brag about. Its not something I would want to write on my resume either. Im just telling u I also denied it to the people who asked me about it. now, were even.

Dear Nick Carter,

I know you. But u don’t know me. Maybe u don’t even know I exists. Nick, I love you since I was 9 years old. But I think I was too young to date at that time. I just wanna inform you, you were my official boyfriend for 4 years. 12 until I turned 16. My parents approved it. I knew all your songs. I grew uplistening to your Music. I’ve practiacally seen all your music videos. But I must admit ALL I HAVE TO GIVE is my personal favorite. You’re soo cute on that music vid. I have your posters on my wall. Because im so crazy about you, I even used ure name as my email password. Haha…

But as I grew older, I found myself removing Ure posters and the other BACKSTREET BOYS’ posters on my wall. Im removing it not because im liking a new band or group. Certainly not because I don’t loveyou anymore. Maybe because im starting to grow up. But I will forever be you BACKSTREET GIRL. And im keeping my email password.

Dear PAST,

You are like the photographs of ex-boyfriends that I Desperately want to throw away. But I can’t bring myself to get rid of them. So instead, I store them in an old shoe box, in the back of my closet figuring that it doesn’t hurt to save them. Just in case I want to open that box and remember some of the good times.

“Just like the seasons, people have the ability to CHANGE.

It doesn’t happen very often. But when it does, its almost always right.

Sometimes it takes whats BROKEN becoming WHOLE again…

Sometimes it takes opening up to NEW people and letting them in.

But most times, it takes just one person who is truly afraid to show what they FEEL, getting an OPPORTUNITY they never thought possible.

And some things NEVER change… Let a NEW game BEGIN.”

Xoxo, GOSSiP GiRL.

SO YOU’VE BEEN DUMPED.

I don’t have anything in mind to blog about then I just googled a topic where in lots of people could relate to: BREAKING UP. Yep. The B word. You’be been there. He’s done that. U broke each other’s heart. Yeah most of people in a relationship must have gone through the crying, sleepless nights and all the crap. Whether ure the dumper or dumpee…its kinda difficult ending a relationship especially if it was a memorable one. Well, I guess, after all the trying-to-fix-things didn’t go well, it just comes to a point that it can no longer be fixed. And as much as both parties want to save the relationship, its just not happening. So DEAL WITH IT. And if ure planning to end the DRAMA with ur soon-to-be-EX, and ure havin a hard time when to start, Why not do it SOONER or better yet, NOW? Its still the same.

Below are the most used pick up lines.. u can pick one that works and is suitable for you. (tip: try to atleast pretend that ure hurting too.)

Translation ***

“I go this way and u go that way. May our paths never meet again.”

*** I don’t want to see ur face again. EVER.

“I have more stuff to give priority to.” (school, career, family)

*** Our relationship is not my topmost priority.

“It’s not you, it’s me.”

*** I have a dark past. I’ve been wanting to tell u all along that im married.

“I need space.”

*** You’re strangling my neck.”

“You deserve someone better.”

*** Uhh.. I want someone else

“It’s over.”

*** I have to move on to get away from a gremlin.

“My parents don’t want us to see each other anymore.”

*** I have an eye problem, and I cant see u anymore.

“I think there’s a need for us to re-evaluate some things going on between us.”

*** I love you but I love myself more.

“Let’s just be friends.”

*** I don’t want anything to happen in this relationship that could ruin anything that

we had.

“It’s not working out anymore.”

*** Umm.. Sorry. But im gay now. Ure brother is just way too hot.

“I’m gonna have to set u free.”

*** I have genital herpes. U should get urself checked.

“I need to find myself first.”

*** I’m fed up with u B*itch!

“I don’t love you anymore.”

*** Welcome to Dumpsville!

There. U might have heard some of therm from someone. Ha. The dumper usually gives lame excuses coz they’re afraid they could hurt the person they’re gonna dump. The dumpee, on the otherhand would just have to be smart enough to read between the lines. Rejection is such a B*itch. But if ever, I’ll be in this kind of situation in the future, I’d rather hear the painful truth and in my face “ I don’t love u. it’s over.” than break-it-to-me-gently melo-dramatic Bullsh*t.

To the DUMPER:

JUST SAY IT.

To the DUMPEE:

GET OVER IT.

PiCK UP LAYNS.

11.09.2008

4.00pm

I find pick up lines really funny. Maybe guys out there are kind of nervous to talk to a girl they like that’s why they use it to break the ice and start a conversation. Idunno if some girls are into it or they may find these really lame and cheesy. But as for me, it’s ok. I can use a good laugh. Anyways im not the type that will fall right away. But the thought that a guy will use them to catch a girl’s attention says that he might be interested. Well, its up to a girl if she will believe or not right? Some of the examples here are quite funny…. But some.. Well, Boys, never say them to a girl if u don’t want them go slapping ur face.

Pick up lines:

• We should try an Australian kiss. Its like a French kiss but down under.
• Do u have a band-aid? ‘Coz I scraped my kness falling for you.
• I was so enchanted by Ur beauty that I ran into that wall over there. So I am going to need Ur name and # for insurance purposes.
• If beauty were time, you’d be eternity.
• You owe me a drink. ‘Coz when I looked at you, I dropped mine.
• I forgot my name. Can I have yours?
• Are you an angel? Coz this must be heaven.
• Was ur father an angel? Bcz there’s nothing else like u on earth.
• Ure daddy must be a hunter bcz he sure caught a fox.
• Is ur dad a terrorist? Coz ure da bomb.
• Ur daddy must be the sun? Coz ure HOT.
• Do u know what’d look good on u? ME.
• Is it hot here or is that You?
• Are u tired? Coz uve been running through my mind all day.
• You’re like a dictionary… coz u add meaning to my life.
• Do u have a map? Coz honey, I just keep getting lost in ur eyes.
• You must be a light-switch.. coz everytime I see u, u TURN ME ON.
• Would u touch me so I can tell my friends I’ve been touched by an angel.
• I just move YOU to the top of my “To do List.”
• The word of the day is “LEGS”. Lets go to my place and spread the word.
• Im new in town.. can I have direction to ur place.
• Baby, u must be a broom coz u just swept me off my feet.
• U make Paris Hilton look like a teletubbie.
• Did u just fart? Coz ur blowing me away.
• I may not be the best looking here. But im the only one talking to u.
• Ru wearing spacepants? Coz ur butt is outta this world!
• If I was a cave-man, I would throw u over my shoulder and take u home.
• I think u dropped something….. my jaw. : ]
• Are your parents retarded? Coz I swear your special.

à The last 3 lines are my personal favorite… though im not a sucker for pick up lines, I might change my mind if the one who’ll say this to me would be ADAM SANDLER. But really, I think it’s the way he’ll deliver it. Delivery and wits will make a BIG difference.

Well.. its ok to use these pick up lines and use it as ur advantage. But its better if u just approach a girl, tell her u like her, be urself and stop the BS. Girls are not dumb. They will know if ure sincere or u just wanted to score and see whats inside their jeans. Some pick up lines might work and some may not. So if all these pick up lines fail.. Make sure u got urself a PLAN B. hehehe… see yah.Ü

ChiCK.FLiCKS

Nov.03.2008

12.05

Hii im back. Ive been kinda bussy for quite a while but im SOO back. I was watching The Holiday earlier. U know, the movie? With cameron diaz, kate winslet and jude law? I find it really interesting and refreshing when both ladies decided to switch homes for the holidays. Both find the last thing either want or expects— a new romance—and discover that a change of address can really change your life. It was soo cute. Definitely a chick flick.

After watching it, I recalled the past movies ive seen which became my favorites. I cant just pick one u know. Its hard, hehe.. im more into romantic comedies or should I say, chick flicks. Idunno. I guess most women are. Its a nice feeling u get after watching a nice movie, u still have that silly smile on your face and u cant wait until u share it with ur bestfriend.

Ive practically seen all of them. Name it. Ive seen it or ive heard about it. I like teen movies set in highschool or college. Where in the popular, rich guy falls for the ordinary and geeky girl. Then they found true love inspite of everything. Or just about any age as long as its about romance and LLOOOVVVEEE. The storyline can be really common but still I find it cute and sooo me. Really. Haha. The cheesier the better. And it’s a plus when the main actor is good-looking.Ü

Here are some of my all time favorite chick flicks and these are highly recommended. Not just by me but all the chickkaz on the www. (whole wide world.. umm for those who doesn’t know)

Lets get started.

***THE WEDDiNG SiNGER—my ULTIMATE favorite!!! This is a classic. This is mainly the reason why I became fascinated with Adam Sandler’s charm. I loove the singing on the airplane part. Most of the girls do by the way.

***TEN THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU—another Favorite. The scene where Julia Stiles’ character recited a cute poem in front of the class is a winner. And oh, heath ledger is HAAWT.

***ENCHANTED---Disney’s movie with a twist. I love the musical part and of course Patrick Dempsey. Hes such a hottie.

***MEAN GIRLS—haha.. Who doesn’t want to be part of The Plastics? Every girl wants to be in the popular crowd. Loove this film.

***SHES THE MAN— Amanda Bynes’ character pretended to be a boy so that she could play for the soccer team and falls inlove with her roommate. Aside from that, Channing Tatum is freakin HAWT. Plus there are lots of cute, shirtless guys here. Hihihi..

***CRAZY/BEAUTIFUL—this movie is a romance drama. I really cried my heart out after watching this. And yeah.. get ready for some steamy scene. Oh, JAY HERNANDEZ made my day.

***50 FIRST DATES--- another romantic comedy with my man, adam sandler. Cute.cute and did I say cute?

***JUST FRIENDS— haha. Real cute and funny. Kinda gross out but its all good. I love these lines from this movie. “Im scared to be your friend coz id want something more.. but its better to have u as a friend than to never have u at all.” Rar!

***CANT HARDLY WAIT—this is an old movie from 1998. I just watched it recently. Can’t believe it took me 10 years to finally see it. Seth green is cute here. This kinda reminded me soo much of my highschool..Maybe bcz SMASH MOUTH’S included in the soundtrack.

***GREASE 1 & 2--- move over High School Musical.. heres a real classic. The 70s look is fun to watch. Rah rah rah.

***SLEEPOVER—just watched it recently and the story is good. Plus the skater boy here is yummie.

***WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING--- OMG. I looooove this.

***COYOTE UGLY---lots of sexy dancing girls here. And Adam Garcia is gorgeous.

***ROAD TRIP--- great soundtrack!! This one is really funny.

***CINDERELLA STORY--- Chad Michael Murray is here. Hottie.

***FREAKY FRIDAY--- it’s another movie with chad as the male lead and with Li Lo.

***TITANIC--- how can I forget? Ive seen this for like, 100x!!! And I still get teary eyed. Oh Jack…

***THE NOTEBOOK--- great novel. Great movie. Great love scene. WhoaH!!!

***A WALK TO REMEMBER--- real tearjerker. Pass on the kleenex.

***LEGALLY BLONDE--- its cute and really gurly. Pink power.

***OVERNIGHT DELIVERY--- the story is more of like roadtrip but its good though.

***CLUELESS--- Duh. Every girl I know has seen this. As iF!

***BRING IT ON--- nice dance moves.

***SUGAR AND SPICE--- yep. Fuunny and cute. Female Pride.

***THE HOT CHICK--- funny and yes funny. Rob’s good.

***JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE--- hahaha…. All about revenge and girl power.

***JAWBREAKER---dark comedy. It’s mean but its okay.

***HEAD OVER HEELS--- FPJ was my hero back then. He was sooo cute. The story is nice and the gorgeous models acting like dumb is very entertaining.

***LOSER---omg. I looove jason biggs!! Hes such a winner.

***DUPLEX. With drew barrynore and ben stiller. Haha. Nice one. That f***ing old lady is a jerk.

***ONE FINE DAY--- ohh miii….. George Clooney is a god!!!

***SWEET NOVEMBER--- sad ending but worth watching.

***FOOLS RUSH IN--- looove this one.

***THERE’S SOMETHING ABOUT MARY--- fuunny..cute. ben stiller rocks mah soxxx.

***NEVER BEEN KISSED--- love it. Reminds me soo much about my highschool days.

***MAD LOVE--- Drew Barrymore and Chris o’donnell. Drew plays a girl with a borderline personality and her destructive attitude is somewhat affecting her relationship with a goody-goody Chris. This is what true love is about.

***MUSIC AND LYRICS--- I love the song here. Way back into love. And Drew’s clothes, I want ‘em.

***TEACHING MRS TINGLE—the movie with Barry Watson and Katie Holmes? Haha. I hate thatfreaking teacher. Hehe… but I love it cz its set in high school.

***SHES ALL THAT. Another movie with Freddie Prinze Jr. one of those flicks with a popular guy falls in love with a geeky girl theme.

***WIN A DATE WITH TAD HAMILTON--- the title itself reveals it all. Tad Hamilton is a famous actor and a simple girl won a date with him and he fell in love with this girl.

***HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS- I just recently watched this movie and fell in love with it. Matthew McCouneghey (nutt sure with the spelling) is brilliant. It’s a chick flick for guys coz it gives them clues on why women sometimes act strangely.

***IT’S A BOY/GIRL THING--- hahaha.. a good laugh.

here are some of the movies I can think of as of now but the list just goes on and on and on…. Im open to suggestions. Can u recommend more? Something that I havent seen or something that im unaware of. I like the not so old ones.. maybe like late 80s, 90s or early 2000s. Something that is set either in highschool or college. I want movies with happy endings. But its okay. Whatever. As long as it focuses on love and romance, im all for it. Thanx in advance!!!Ü

Im gonna let u go now guysh, xoxo.

aha.

I WENT WITH KRUNG SA HOSPITAL EARLY THIS AM TO GET 2^ND OPINION FROM HER OB. ITS TRUE. 1 MONTH AND 1 DAY NGA XANG PREGGY. SO SHES EXTRA CAREFUL OF HER ACTIONS KC ACCORDING TO THE RESULT OF HER ULTRASOUND, ANYTIME PDE XA MAKUNAN KC DAW MABABA UNG MATRES NIA OR SOMETHING. ETO TLAGA.. TRUE NA TO. KC BEFORE IN DENIAL STAGE PA KME LIKE, BAKA HINDI XA PREGNANT. ALTHOUGH 2X NA XA NAG PREGNANCY TEST AND THE RESULT IS ALWAYS POSITIVE. THIS TIME, ITS SUPER POSITIVE KC I GOT TO SEE THE RESULT OF HER 2D ULTRASOUND. BUBBLE-LIKE PLANG UN BABY SA LOOB NG SAC. BUT SHE GOT SO EXCITED WHEN SHE FOUND OUT THAT SHES HAVIN A BABY. WE WANT TO MAKE SURE KUNG TRUE NGA NA BUNTIS XA BEFORE SHE CONFESS EVERYTHING TO HER PARENTS. SINCE NA GANUN NGA… SHE WILL TELL IT TO THEM THIS NOVEMBER. SHE REALLY NEEDS EVERY SUPPORT SHE CAN GET FROM HER FAMILY NOH. ESPECIALLY ON FINANCIAL MATTERS! VERY EXPENSIVE MAGPA-CHECK UP. OMG! TO THINK, WLA SILANG WORK NG BF NIA. (HER EX IS IS STILL STUDYING AND SHE RESIGNED IN HER JOB 5MOS AGO) THEYRE SOOO TOTALLY UNPREPARED AND TOTALLY BROKE!!!! AND SUPER SAVE XA NG BAON NIA FOR THAT CHECK UP PLANG HA…. DI PA KSALI DUN UN SERIES OF EXAMS AND VITAMINS AND OTHER MEDICATIONS SHE NEEDED THROUGOUT THE COURSE OF HER CONCEPTION.

ANYHOW, SHE TOLD ME WHEN HER EX FOUND OUT THAT SHE MIGHT B E PREGNANT, FIRST REACTION OF THE GUY, WAS “ANO?!” PRANG DI MAKAPANIWALA NA NGYARI UN? I WAS LIKE, MALAMANG. GINAWA NIO UN. AND PRANG HE’S BRAINWASHING MY FRIEND TO TAKE CORTAL AT IBA PANG DRUGS TO GET RID OF THE INNOCENT CREATURE. KAPAL NG FACE!!! GUSTO NIA PURO SARAP PEO PAG RESPONIBILIDAD, UMAAYAW!! BAT KC MYA MGA GANUNG TAO DB? GRRR!! TAKOT DAW KC XA N BAKA DI NA XA PAGARALIN NG PARENTS NIA..PAG NALAMAN. IM PROUD OF KRUNG COZ SHE STOOD UP FOR HER CHILD. KHIT ALM NIA NA BONGGANG-BONGGANG MURA, SAPOK, SIPA, SABUNOT, TADYAK AT KUNG ANO-ANO PA MAN ANG PWDE NIANG ABUTIN FROM HER MOM.. STILL, SHE CHOSE TO LET HER BABY EXPERIENCE LIFE. NAG-USAP NA CLA NG EX NIA LAST WEEK ATA. AND THEY BOTH AGREED NA DI NA “IPAPALAGLAG” UN BABY, I GUESS, NA-REALIZE NA NUNG GUY THAT ABORTION IS NOT THE ANSWER. SANA HE’LL STICK TO THAT NOH. BAKA MAG-CHANGE NA NAMAN XA NG MIND. PEO HOPE EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT FINE FOR ALL OF THEM… BASTA UN.

11.57PM NA PO. GUDNITE NA COZ MAY DUTY PA’KO TOM. SEE U GUYSH.Ü

HALO-HALONG THOUGHTS.

Oct. 29.2008

4.21pm

Hey bloggers. Been quite a while but now im back again.. hmm.. nothin much happened but im so freakin tired. I was out for my iv training. So I was on duty for the whole week. Meaning, I have to wake up at 6am for me to be at the hospital by 7.30. its kinda crazy coz my body is not used to waking up that early anymore. Kya sobrang sakit sa bangs pag gigising sa umaga. But im doin it perfectly fine.Ü

Btw, tomorrow.. iL b going with krung for her check-up. Just to make sure if shes really pregnant or what.

And btw again.. I really cant wait for December to arrive coz my girlfriend, Tina will be coming home. I havent seen her for what, 5 years? She went to Hawaii with her family. I miss her terribly. And she promised me that when she comes back, we’re gonna party like Rockstarrs. Yessuh. Tina don’t forget my pasalubongs.Ü

Right now, me is listenin to Usher’s CAN U HELP ME. Loooove this song soo much. Melodramatic peo sapul. TUGSH!! Hahaha…

And oh yeah..almost forgot, I got my eligibility. So anytime, I can take my NCLEX. But I dunno when exactly I’ll be ready so…

Time is 3.55 in the aftie. Im so inaantok peo idont wanna sleep kc wla lng. Gusto ko magtype ei..

Markii promised me last Saturday that he’ll give me his fake ipod kc daw napaka music lover ko daw. I got excited coz I never had an ipod or any mp3 player coz Im not just into it. But since it’s a gift, Go! Haha.. pero he said he’ll look for it muna daw kc nawawala. Ay nako markii.. Don’t make me paasa wukie? Or else im gonna hate u forever!! Ching!ö

Me is Wearing yellow pambahay shorts with blue and pink stars, faded, oversised shirt. Hair is in a mess. Feeling tamad ryt now. But it’s okay. Currently playing, UNDERNEATH IT ALL by NO DOUBT. Perfect soundtrack for my mood today. ”Youre really lovely underneath it all…”

Teka ano pa ba? I cant think of anything..basta shoutouts nlng to MY BFF. Randell, bea and tina.. mga tropappipz ko Sa teleperformance, sir toby, thez, jerome, mami, zandi, kuya rowie and kuya arvin, jake, keekoh, engr. Tim….. mishhu guyz. To my posh girlfriend, Sugar idunno if uL get to see this blog, but still hi parin sau. Sa papa ko na tulog, sa sis ko upstairs and to my 6month-old nephew, Mon-Mon…and sa mama ko whos working ryt now, HELLO. And to those who are expecting to see their names 0n ds blog, I didn’t forget u. its just that.. hindi enough un space, hehehehe…(-.^)v peace po.

Wlang sense ang Blog entry ko today guys.. next time ulet. Im bored. Boom! See u.

SOO POSiTiVE.

SHHHH....

Oct.23.2008

3.32pm

I was talking with my girlfriend the other night. And she just told me the biggest revelation ever. But first, let me say some intro abt this girl. Ok. Lets name her.. hmmm.. Krung-krung. (Shes Gemini and she can be really krung krung most of the time)

Ok. i met her in college. She was my classmate during my freshman year. She belongs to a girl group whose hobby is to stay in the library and read tons of books. Haha. But they’re ok. And me, I belong to u know, normal, regular crew. Anyway, we got close inspite the fact that we have different set of friends…

Anyways.. We parted ways after the semester ended. During my sophomore year, there was a battery exam that all the sophomore students must take in order to see if ure fit to stay or not. My friends made it. As for me, I failed ok. So I found myself looking for another university/college where I can continue my nursing course. And happy to say, I saw krung-krung again in my new school..Err.. Our new school. And at that point.. She was the only person I know. We became close friends and eventually became good friends. Krung-krung is smart. She knows her priorities. She has a vision. Shes driven and she knows what she wants and how to get it. And ske keeps on telling me about her future. But that night, idunno,, something got into her and she was telling me she wanted to have a baby.i was like, “ok. Get one.” Idunno. She keeps on talking abt babies. And I was like, “for real?” I really didn’t mind her coz like what I said, shes Gemini..and people born under this sign, well they’re crazy. One moment theyre happy.. then theyre sad. I cant tell wether shes joking or not.so when she called me that night, she asked me to go with her. Im not sure where. But she just asked me to buy something for her. Then the next morning, I accompanied her. I was kinda shocked coz we headed to the nearest pharmacy. I wonder whats up with her. And she just asked me to buy a pregnancy kit test. It’s the first time that I bought something like that and it was really embarassing.but I just blurted it out with all conviction like as if im always buying that thing.

The next day, I got a txt from her saying that she used it already and she found 2 lines appearing on the pt. I was shocked. Im not sure if its really true or what. Shes the most responsible girl I know. And right now, im still in denial. I told her it could be false. But she told me shes 2weeks delayed. I know she doesn’t have a bf but I know she was seeing her ex. That’s what she told me. I asked her about her plans. I know shes having a tough time. The guy told krung krung that he will father her child but marriage is out of the question. She told me shes regretful of what happened. She even mentioned boys will leave u once they got what they wanted. I know. My mom would always tell me the excact words. Krung krung is afraid of what her family will say. I got a txt from her earlier this am saying shes starting to have morning sickness. Shes afraid her mom will notice the sudden changes in her… Im scared too. Shes a good friend. I also wanted the best for her..idunno..i guess the only thing I can do now is just be there for krung-krung. Idunno how long they can keep this secret from her family. She said that her ex would be with her during the “confession.” I just hope things will go well with them. Go 4 it krung..Im just here. Ü