All that a girl needs… is a man.. Just one guy, who would be man enough to prove to her that not all men are the same..
“If a man wants u, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t, nothing can make him stay. Never let him know everything, he will use it against u later. He is a man. Nothing more. Nothing less. U should never look for someone to complete u. a relationship consists of 2 whole individuals. Make him miss u sometimes. When a man always knows where u are and ure readily available, he will take u for granted.”
-OPRAH
“All you have to do in life is go out with your friends, party hard and look twice as good as the BiTCH standing next to you.”
-PARiS HiLTON
When u realize how hard its is to change urself.. U begin to understand what little chances u have of changing others.
I may be flirting around all day. But before I go to sleep, I always think about the guy that
I truly care about.. . ©
U may see all people falling in love right now.. but do believe that.. Its gonna be ur turn tomorrow.Ü
Be close with someone who makes u happy. But be closer to to that person who can’t be happy without you.
No one can drive us crazy. Unless.. we give them the keys.Ü
Lots of guys ask me:
“What does he have that I don’t?”
And I just smiled and said;
“MY HEART”…Ü
You probably won’t remember the test u failed, but u will never forget the person u were with the night before u decided not to study.
The sweetest sound of all is that of ur own name spoken by the only person u care about. Ü
If he is the first person you think when u wake up in the morning, then he must be a little bit more than just a friend.
EX BOYFRiEND©
n.[ex boi’frend]
1.a guy u once dated, but now either:
want dead
are “friends” with
hook up w/ every once in a while
have erased all traces that they ever existed in ur life
2. a loser who u dated in the past w/c u can now look back and only regret bcz u were way better than him anyway.Ü
CUTE©
n. [kyoot]
someone that is attractive in an innocent way
young and charming
more than just a pretty face, a person who also is beautiful inside and makes others feel good by her acts, words or simple presence.Ü
LOVE©
n. [lϋhv]
a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep atttrraction
unconditional affection with no limits
nature’s way of tricking people into reproducing
to giveeverything u have w/o expecting anything in return
something that when returned, will make u the happiest in the world and make nothing else matter
if u find it, don’t let go.Ü
LiP GLOSS©
n. [leep-glöss]
stuff that comes in a tube that girls put on their lips to make them shiny or give them some color
it comes in all different flavors mostly sweets
makes a girl’s lips very dangerously kissable
when she puts it on, she expects some special boy to take it off.Ü
Monday, December 1, 2008
LoVe is....
BiTTĖŖ
Sometimes people choose to leave not bcz of selfish reasons. But they just know.. that things will get more painful and worse if they stay.
I hafta say, no one has ever hurt me more than he did. Wanna hear the funny part? I still want him back somehow…
A quote to think about
“Should I be bitter coz he already found someone new? Or bcz I still havent found someone else?”
Why ruin the perfectly beautiful petals of a flower when u know from the start that he loves you not?
Smtimes, u feel like ur done waiting & holding on. But its amazing how feelings are gone one moment & later, renewed by a simple song that reminds u of his voice.. The way he makes u smile & u r completely clueless why. The way u look away once u realize he’s staring back.. And the hurt comes back all over again and u realize u didn’t let go. u just thought u did.
Just when uv moved on and thought uv finally gone far enough.. Something brings u to a touchstone. And that’s when u realize.. Love has a habit of coming back.
I sit here listening to everyone else’s love story and thinking.. “Where’s mine?”
Why can’t we get everything we want? Like, I really love this guy.. I did everything but still I can’t have him and He? He did nothing. But guess what? He still has me.
Its never easy to let the one u love go just bcz uv found someone u think is better. U realize that as u hold ur new love’s hand, its still the toucch of past fingers that fits.
Distancing has two reasons. Its either you really hate that person or you’re way too scared to fall completely for that person AGAiN.
I tried to be the sweetest person I could be for him. But what a logic of love, it’s sad to know he’s diabetic.
MŌViNG ǑN…
If theres any possible consolation in the traagedy of losing someone we love very much, it’s the necessay hope that perhaps…
its for the best.
When is it good to be a quitter? Sometimes, the best way to move ahead in life is to admit that uve had enough. That sometimes giving up something can bring a sense of relief and
Ease.. just like stepping out of an old pants that no longer fits.
Somewhere btwn heartaches and waiting comes another chance 2b found by someone who can show u that u don’t deserve 2b just an option but the best choice.
In life, you have two loves… one who changes the way u see urself & the world. And the other who puts u together after u have lost the first.
I’d let him go for now but it doesn’t mean that I don’t love him at all. I just think that maybe tomorrow, someday in the time that we both don’t expect, we’ll just meet and perhaps that could be the right time.
Sometimes we could be so stubborn holding on to something we want badly..There is nothing wrong in hoping for love to go back but there are times that we simply have to accept that its over.
“No man can be too busy to the girl he truly loves.. Theres no such person who is busy 24hrs for 7days. Love finds a way. And if love lost its way in the middle of everything…
its time to let go.”
-JOE d’ MANGO
Sometimes we need to forget about some people from our past.. bcz of one simple reason.. They just don’t belong in our future.
I’ll wait for that morning when my first thoughts are no longer for him. Then I would
Realize that I had already let him go. It may not be the best sunrise but I will go through the day knowing that my sunset will be better.. For I know im no longer hurting.
When u left me, I felt down and vulnerable. Broken and unable to smile. But one thing chnaged me. I looked it up in the dictionary. Apparently, I don’t need U to spell “happy.”
My love is pure and delicate. Once I cry, get angry, be jealous and feel unimportant. I’d still give love back. But don’t overdo things.
I also give up and when I do… It’s over.
It’s a lie to say uve let go of the past. Nobody let go of the memories. Each tear is an unforgettable memory. Each smileis an undeniable mark. Each heartbreak is an unerasable scar.. coz really, theres no such thing as letting go.. Only moving on.
HEART FOR SALE
Who wants to buy my heart? Im having it 4 sale. Though its only 2nd hand, still it functions well. Coz once I sold it whole, but he returned it into pieces. Now I had it all repaired & now im back in business. Who wants to buy my heart? Satisfaction guaranteed. It has free service charge and a lifetime warranty. So if ure asking for the price. Well, im looking for the highest bidder.Ü
Sometimes people choose to leave not bcz of selfish reasons. But they just know.. that things will get more painful and worse if they stay.
I hafta say, no one has ever hurt me more than he did. Wanna hear the funny part? I still want him back somehow…
A quote to think about
“Should I be bitter coz he already found someone new? Or bcz I still havent found someone else?”
Why ruin the perfectly beautiful petals of a flower when u know from the start that he loves you not?
Smtimes, u feel like ur done waiting & holding on. But its amazing how feelings are gone one moment & later, renewed by a simple song that reminds u of his voice.. The way he makes u smile & u r completely clueless why. The way u look away once u realize he’s staring back.. And the hurt comes back all over again and u realize u didn’t let go. u just thought u did.
Just when uv moved on and thought uv finally gone far enough.. Something brings u to a touchstone. And that’s when u realize.. Love has a habit of coming back.
I sit here listening to everyone else’s love story and thinking.. “Where’s mine?”
Why can’t we get everything we want? Like, I really love this guy.. I did everything but still I can’t have him and He? He did nothing. But guess what? He still has me.
Its never easy to let the one u love go just bcz uv found someone u think is better. U realize that as u hold ur new love’s hand, its still the toucch of past fingers that fits.
Distancing has two reasons. Its either you really hate that person or you’re way too scared to fall completely for that person AGAiN.
I tried to be the sweetest person I could be for him. But what a logic of love, it’s sad to know he’s diabetic.
MŌViNG ǑN…
If theres any possible consolation in the traagedy of losing someone we love very much, it’s the necessay hope that perhaps…
its for the best.
When is it good to be a quitter? Sometimes, the best way to move ahead in life is to admit that uve had enough. That sometimes giving up something can bring a sense of relief and
Ease.. just like stepping out of an old pants that no longer fits.
Somewhere btwn heartaches and waiting comes another chance 2b found by someone who can show u that u don’t deserve 2b just an option but the best choice.
In life, you have two loves… one who changes the way u see urself & the world. And the other who puts u together after u have lost the first.
I’d let him go for now but it doesn’t mean that I don’t love him at all. I just think that maybe tomorrow, someday in the time that we both don’t expect, we’ll just meet and perhaps that could be the right time.
Sometimes we could be so stubborn holding on to something we want badly..There is nothing wrong in hoping for love to go back but there are times that we simply have to accept that its over.
“No man can be too busy to the girl he truly loves.. Theres no such person who is busy 24hrs for 7days. Love finds a way. And if love lost its way in the middle of everything…
its time to let go.”
-JOE d’ MANGO
Sometimes we need to forget about some people from our past.. bcz of one simple reason.. They just don’t belong in our future.
I’ll wait for that morning when my first thoughts are no longer for him. Then I would
Realize that I had already let him go. It may not be the best sunrise but I will go through the day knowing that my sunset will be better.. For I know im no longer hurting.
When u left me, I felt down and vulnerable. Broken and unable to smile. But one thing chnaged me. I looked it up in the dictionary. Apparently, I don’t need U to spell “happy.”
My love is pure and delicate. Once I cry, get angry, be jealous and feel unimportant. I’d still give love back. But don’t overdo things.
I also give up and when I do… It’s over.
It’s a lie to say uve let go of the past. Nobody let go of the memories. Each tear is an unforgettable memory. Each smileis an undeniable mark. Each heartbreak is an unerasable scar.. coz really, theres no such thing as letting go.. Only moving on.
HEART FOR SALE
Who wants to buy my heart? Im having it 4 sale. Though its only 2nd hand, still it functions well. Coz once I sold it whole, but he returned it into pieces. Now I had it all repaired & now im back in business. Who wants to buy my heart? Satisfaction guaranteed. It has free service charge and a lifetime warranty. So if ure asking for the price. Well, im looking for the highest bidder.Ü
BRËäKiNG UP
One rule in every relationship:
No matter how fed up and
I’m asleep. He called me up & we taLked about the girl He loves So much…He toLd me that he’s sO happy whenever they are together. Then there was silence. I was trying to stopmy tearsfrom falling & then I managed to utter the most difficult replyive ever madein my entire life…
“Im happy for you”
It hurts toknow thative fallen in love with someone who left me hangin in the air. Why? Bcz ive closed my eyes from the reality thathe never just love Me..HE JUST CARED.
We are all guilty of saving old msgs from someone who became really special in our LivEs. Going to famiLiar places gives us that small twingle in our heart and smile in our faces. It’s simply bittersweet.. Coz everytime that person crosses our minds, we remember the instances when were completely happy and @ he sametime the saddess after realizing those instances were over.
We always know what hurts but still we havent learned to stay still we havent learned to stay away from those things. Bcz as painful as it is. If that’s the only way tofeel their presence always give in. we still check them every now & then, just to see whats been happening since they Left. That even if sometimes we say.
‘’ We just want to se them happy’’ but deep in hearts we still want their happiness To be w/ Üs..©
Isnt it sad that in our lives, we’re sometimes forcedto say goodbye to the person we love and care about the most, for there are reasons were powerless to explain? Bcz no matter how we try to save the good old times & salvage the little feelings we have left, all ends just refuse to meet. And the only right thing to do is to break away & let go, to show urbeloved just how much pain ure willing to take… to make them happy.
Its not the break up that hurts most. It’s the post trauma that follows it. It’s waking up and checking up Ur cellphone for the msg that isnt
there. Its like starting ur life over again and u have no idea where to begin..
Its better not to meet the person and knowing them bcz its easy to let go when the only thing u know is just the name. (//.-)
One of the saddest part of life is keeping urself busy and pushing urself to the limit all day.. and when u get home, lying in bed..u’L discover that after all uve done to 4get, ur still in that very same position ure trying to forget.
I guess one reason why a person starts to leave u behind is bcz ure starting to give too much… I repeat… TOO MUCH.
It hurts how much u love a person so much thaT ure willing to give everything. Even the impossible ul give to him/her. Yet every incg of sacrifices u make, every heartache u keep, every tears flowing in ur eyes, every bit of luv u give.. u go unacknowledge, unnoticed.. Unappreiated… Underloved.
If people have to leave us in one way or another, it would be best if they’ll do it 100% lie-free and just slap the truth in our faces. We all do deserve something better than just lame excuses bcz lies in all sort do make us appear stupid.
No matter how fed up and
I’m asleep. He called me up & we taLked about the girl He loves So much…He toLd me that he’s sO happy whenever they are together. Then there was silence. I was trying to stopmy tearsfrom falling & then I managed to utter the most difficult replyive ever madein my entire life…
“Im happy for you”
It hurts toknow thative fallen in love with someone who left me hangin in the air. Why? Bcz ive closed my eyes from the reality thathe never just love Me..HE JUST CARED.
We are all guilty of saving old msgs from someone who became really special in our LivEs. Going to famiLiar places gives us that small twingle in our heart and smile in our faces. It’s simply bittersweet.. Coz everytime that person crosses our minds, we remember the instances when were completely happy and @ he sametime the saddess after realizing those instances were over.
We always know what hurts but still we havent learned to stay still we havent learned to stay away from those things. Bcz as painful as it is. If that’s the only way tofeel their presence always give in. we still check them every now & then, just to see whats been happening since they Left. That even if sometimes we say.
‘’ We just want to se them happy’’ but deep in hearts we still want their happiness To be w/ Üs..©
Isnt it sad that in our lives, we’re sometimes forcedto say goodbye to the person we love and care about the most, for there are reasons were powerless to explain? Bcz no matter how we try to save the good old times & salvage the little feelings we have left, all ends just refuse to meet. And the only right thing to do is to break away & let go, to show urbeloved just how much pain ure willing to take… to make them happy.
Its not the break up that hurts most. It’s the post trauma that follows it. It’s waking up and checking up Ur cellphone for the msg that isnt
there. Its like starting ur life over again and u have no idea where to begin..
Its better not to meet the person and knowing them bcz its easy to let go when the only thing u know is just the name. (//.-)
One of the saddest part of life is keeping urself busy and pushing urself to the limit all day.. and when u get home, lying in bed..u’L discover that after all uve done to 4get, ur still in that very same position ure trying to forget.
I guess one reason why a person starts to leave u behind is bcz ure starting to give too much… I repeat… TOO MUCH.
It hurts how much u love a person so much thaT ure willing to give everything. Even the impossible ul give to him/her. Yet every incg of sacrifices u make, every heartache u keep, every tears flowing in ur eyes, every bit of luv u give.. u go unacknowledge, unnoticed.. Unappreiated… Underloved.
If people have to leave us in one way or another, it would be best if they’ll do it 100% lie-free and just slap the truth in our faces. We all do deserve something better than just lame excuses bcz lies in all sort do make us appear stupid.
iN L©©VE.
Love is somehow making choices.. its either choosing pain for other happiness
Or choosing happiness for other’s pain.
I wanna be the one hes scared to Lose. The one he cant walk away from. The one he can’t fall asleep Without my voicebeing the last One he hears.. The one he wouldn’t Know what to do without.And Simply the girl he has repeatedly Said to himself and to other people
To be THE ONE.Ü
What makes me so happy 2 be In love with that guy even if he is not Brad Pitt? Its is becoz I found sm1 Who is also happy with me even im Not Angelina Jolie.
I don’t need a man. I don’t need a man who will stay awake just to watch me
Sleeping. I don’t need a man who will hold my hand while were walking. I don’t need a man who will cure 0the wound while im hurting. I don’t need a man who will touch my heart when it’s aching. I don’t need a man who will hug me when it’s raining. I don’t need a man who will wipe my tears while im crying. I don’t need a man who will kiss me while im shouting. I don’t need a man… if it’s NOT HiM.
I hate how coffee turns into an addiction and how it keeps you up all night. How it burns and makes ur heart beat fast especially how it makes u crave for its rich & sweet promises of grains, milk & sugar. Moments later, itv puts u in a melancholic mood of coldness. Before u realize it… It has consumed u b4 u have consumed it. Empty. Hollow. Bitter. Then again… u crave for another cup. Just like LOVE.
If u love someone, show it, prove it, express it. Coz no matter how good Ur intentions are, they can’t read ur mind & they will never know unless u say so…
I guess once u love sm1 & admit it, theres no crossing back. It’s a line that will forever stay embedded deep within ur heart. Bcz once u have loved that sm1, it doesn’t go away. Ure forced to care… and though how much u
prevent it, deep inside—u know he/she will always be special..
Its really hard to freeze in bitterness when sm1 has already melted u into something sweeter.
Love is patient and kind. It is not jealous n orconceited nor proud. Love is not ill mannered selfish or irritable. Love does not keep of record of wrong. Love is not happy w/ evil, but is happy w/ truth. Love never give up and its faith,hope,patience never FaiLS. (Corinthians Chap. 13:4-7)
I am in love w/ someone I do not know whose eyes I havent stared at whose name I havent spoken.whose touch I havent felt.. im inlove w/ someone I havent met but im not afraid for I know in that perfect time, dat destined place I will be led to that ONE persOn whose face I ONLY dreamt Of…
-TRUE LOVE WaiTS- . . .
There are two greatest days in ur life.. The day u were born, and the day u discovered who ure born for..
How would u know if u are already inlove with someone? How would u distinguish a strong reaction from love? Sometimes, it gets so confusing that u get to intertwine the two. That’s the reason why we are afraid to take risk. Fearful to make a mistake. Scared to regret in the end. But the moment that person walks out of ur life, you’ll realize that indeed, theres a difference.
Or choosing happiness for other’s pain.
I wanna be the one hes scared to Lose. The one he cant walk away from. The one he can’t fall asleep Without my voicebeing the last One he hears.. The one he wouldn’t Know what to do without.And Simply the girl he has repeatedly Said to himself and to other people
To be THE ONE.Ü
What makes me so happy 2 be In love with that guy even if he is not Brad Pitt? Its is becoz I found sm1 Who is also happy with me even im Not Angelina Jolie.
I don’t need a man. I don’t need a man who will stay awake just to watch me
Sleeping. I don’t need a man who will hold my hand while were walking. I don’t need a man who will cure 0the wound while im hurting. I don’t need a man who will touch my heart when it’s aching. I don’t need a man who will hug me when it’s raining. I don’t need a man who will wipe my tears while im crying. I don’t need a man who will kiss me while im shouting. I don’t need a man… if it’s NOT HiM.
I hate how coffee turns into an addiction and how it keeps you up all night. How it burns and makes ur heart beat fast especially how it makes u crave for its rich & sweet promises of grains, milk & sugar. Moments later, itv puts u in a melancholic mood of coldness. Before u realize it… It has consumed u b4 u have consumed it. Empty. Hollow. Bitter. Then again… u crave for another cup. Just like LOVE.
If u love someone, show it, prove it, express it. Coz no matter how good Ur intentions are, they can’t read ur mind & they will never know unless u say so…
I guess once u love sm1 & admit it, theres no crossing back. It’s a line that will forever stay embedded deep within ur heart. Bcz once u have loved that sm1, it doesn’t go away. Ure forced to care… and though how much u
prevent it, deep inside—u know he/she will always be special..
Its really hard to freeze in bitterness when sm1 has already melted u into something sweeter.
Love is patient and kind. It is not jealous n orconceited nor proud. Love is not ill mannered selfish or irritable. Love does not keep of record of wrong. Love is not happy w/ evil, but is happy w/ truth. Love never give up and its faith,hope,patience never FaiLS. (Corinthians Chap. 13:4-7)
I am in love w/ someone I do not know whose eyes I havent stared at whose name I havent spoken.whose touch I havent felt.. im inlove w/ someone I havent met but im not afraid for I know in that perfect time, dat destined place I will be led to that ONE persOn whose face I ONLY dreamt Of…
-TRUE LOVE WaiTS- . . .
There are two greatest days in ur life.. The day u were born, and the day u discovered who ure born for..
How would u know if u are already inlove with someone? How would u distinguish a strong reaction from love? Sometimes, it gets so confusing that u get to intertwine the two. That’s the reason why we are afraid to take risk. Fearful to make a mistake. Scared to regret in the end. But the moment that person walks out of ur life, you’ll realize that indeed, theres a difference.
CRAZY WiLD THiNGS A SiNGLE-SiNCE-BiRTH GiRL WANTS TO TRY BEFORE SHE DiES.
©©© DYE MY HAIR RED OR PURPLE.
©©© MEET POSH SPICE.
©©© AND TRY TO STEAL DAViD BECKHAM FROM HER.
©©© GO MOUNTAiN CLIMBING.
©©© LEARN HOW TO DRIVE
©©© GO BUNGEE-JUMPiNG
©©© ASK MY CRUSH IF HE LiKES ME TOO.
©©© ESTABLiSH MY OWN FASHiON LiNE
©©© PASS MY NURSiNG LICENSURE EXAM
©©© BE A NURSE In CALiFORNiA
©©© BE PARiS HiLTON’S BESTFRiEND.
©©© RiDE A ROLLERCOASTER 5 TiMES & NEVER GET SiCK
©©© GET A TATTOO
©©© KiCK BRiTNEY SPEARS’ HEAD!!!
©©© DATE THE GUY MY MOM WARNED ME ABOUT
©©© LEARN HOW TO PLAY A FLUTE
©©© GO HORSE BACK-RiDiNG
©©© ViSiT MY 2 BESTFRiENDS IN THE STATES.
©©© MEET BARACK OBAMA
©©© LEARN HOW TO FRENCH KiSS.
©©© JUST LEARN HOW TO KiSS.
©©© LEARN KOREAN LANGUAGE.
©©© LEARN HOW TO PLAY POKER.
©©© PLAY IN THE RAIN WITH THE KIDS.
©©© GO TO BARBADOS AND LEARN RIHANNA’S ROOTS.
©©© GAMBLE AND DONATE WHAT I WON TO CHARiTY
©©© CHEAT. AND NEVER GET CAUGHT.
©©© DATE A ROCKSTAR OR A TATTOO ARTiST.
©©© HOOK UP WiTH A CUTE GUY IN A CLUB.
©©© BE IN A RELATiONSHIP
©©© BE THE HEAD NURSE OF A HOSPiTAL
©©© SHOP AND PARTY LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW.
©©© WORK ON MY NOVEL.
©©© GO VEGETARiAN.
©©© GET RiCH.
©©© STEAL A KiSS FROM A RANDOM GUY.
©©© REMAiN A ViRGiN TiLL I GET MARRiED.
©©© MARRY A MiLLiONAiRE.
©©© START A FAMiLY
©©© HAVE TWINS.
©©© BE HAPPY WiTH MY FAMiLY FOREVER.
©©© PRAY FOR COURAGE SO THAT ID BE ABLE TO DO ALL THESE.
©©© MEET POSH SPICE.
©©© AND TRY TO STEAL DAViD BECKHAM FROM HER.
©©© GO MOUNTAiN CLIMBING.
©©© LEARN HOW TO DRIVE
©©© GO BUNGEE-JUMPiNG
©©© ASK MY CRUSH IF HE LiKES ME TOO.
©©© ESTABLiSH MY OWN FASHiON LiNE
©©© PASS MY NURSiNG LICENSURE EXAM
©©© BE A NURSE In CALiFORNiA
©©© BE PARiS HiLTON’S BESTFRiEND.
©©© RiDE A ROLLERCOASTER 5 TiMES & NEVER GET SiCK
©©© GET A TATTOO
©©© KiCK BRiTNEY SPEARS’ HEAD!!!
©©© DATE THE GUY MY MOM WARNED ME ABOUT
©©© LEARN HOW TO PLAY A FLUTE
©©© GO HORSE BACK-RiDiNG
©©© ViSiT MY 2 BESTFRiENDS IN THE STATES.
©©© MEET BARACK OBAMA
©©© LEARN HOW TO FRENCH KiSS.
©©© JUST LEARN HOW TO KiSS.
©©© LEARN KOREAN LANGUAGE.
©©© LEARN HOW TO PLAY POKER.
©©© PLAY IN THE RAIN WITH THE KIDS.
©©© GO TO BARBADOS AND LEARN RIHANNA’S ROOTS.
©©© GAMBLE AND DONATE WHAT I WON TO CHARiTY
©©© CHEAT. AND NEVER GET CAUGHT.
©©© DATE A ROCKSTAR OR A TATTOO ARTiST.
©©© HOOK UP WiTH A CUTE GUY IN A CLUB.
©©© BE IN A RELATiONSHIP
©©© BE THE HEAD NURSE OF A HOSPiTAL
©©© SHOP AND PARTY LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW.
©©© WORK ON MY NOVEL.
©©© GO VEGETARiAN.
©©© GET RiCH.
©©© STEAL A KiSS FROM A RANDOM GUY.
©©© REMAiN A ViRGiN TiLL I GET MARRiED.
©©© MARRY A MiLLiONAiRE.
©©© START A FAMiLY
©©© HAVE TWINS.
©©© BE HAPPY WiTH MY FAMiLY FOREVER.
©©© PRAY FOR COURAGE SO THAT ID BE ABLE TO DO ALL THESE.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
UNSENT.
Dear MUFFiN,
I never had a bf. U knew that by heart. But most times, I never felt single coz ure always around. Can u still remember our pact back in highschool? That if we reach 30 and we’re still unattached, we’ll give it a shot? Haha. It was a silly pact between 16 year old kids. But u know, Im trying to fast forward my mind 8 years later and see what will happen if we do end up together. OMFG!!. I just can’t imagine. Eew.
We’re both 22 now. Im still single. . I don’t know if ure still holding on to that pact. Coz I know that u want someone else now. But that’s okie. Theres still 8 years to go. Theres still time. But u know what? If ure a STRAIGHT guy, I will marry u on my 23rd bday. But ure NOT. So I guess, im not counting anymore. I realized, I don’t want to marry you anymore. I figured, what the heck?! I can’t marry my brother. Yep. Ure not just the guy friend. You’re my BROTHER. I remember I told u that in the letter I gave u during our retreat in 6th grade. We were 12 years old back then. Maybe u thought I just wrote that to impress u. But I meant what I said in that letter.You’re the brother I never had. That’s why right now, I’M OFFICIALLY STATING OUR PACT TO BE NULL AND VOID. Don’t count on it anymore. Im sure when u read this, you’ll be happy. Coz youre already free. U can now extend your singlehood until u reach 50. You can now date hot guys for as long as you like until u get wrinkles. Another reason why I’m considering our pact null and void is that, if we marry each other, we’ll just get divorced/annulled sooner and end up hating each other. Just like Brad and Jennifer. I don’t want that to happen. Im not hoping for it to happen. I want u to remain my brother and my muffin. Coz bestfriends are forever. And I think we’re perfectly fine that way.
Dear BEBZ,
We’re so close that’s why even we just hang out together the whole day, we still have the energy to talk over the fon. Non-sense topics and Stories we tell each other over and over and over again but we still love hearing them. It’s as if we’re never running out of stories and gossips. We always had a good laugh especially when we’re criticizing the TRYNG-TOO-HARD, gymnast wanna-be girl back in Highschool. U still remember her? YEAH. The 3-letter nickname that she uses. UGH. I hate her.
We are very similar in many aspects. We like fashion, trendy bags, HOT bad boys and GOSSiP GiRL. Yeah ure a BiTCH like Blair. And im the SWEET, SASSY Serena. And im quite thankful coz although we fight over Vic Zhu’s character in
But now were miles apart, it seems that my days are empty. My fon is not ringing anymore the way it used to when ure here. I miss it when ure saying funny remarks about random people. Youre a real CLOWN. U always make me laugh the hardest.
To the point wherein I cant breathe anymore and happy tears are already evident.
It’s a nice feeling having a friend who is not laughing AT me. But Laughing WITH ME
I kinda miss that feeling. I don’t even know if i still have the same big laughter I used to have when you’re still here with me. Sometimes, I wish u never left. But things happen for a reason. U always tell me that. And for whatever reason it is, I guess, its all for the best.
Ure a new student in our school. So we’re not really fond of each other. I never really thought u would be my friend u know? First, coz u beat my ass and my team’s ass in volleyball when we were in 2nd year highschool. We really want to win badly that time. But u were really good than the rest of all the players combined. I dunno where did u get that power with that slim figure u have. It’s still a mystery to me until now. Second, I thought u were shy and quiet. A TOTAL opposite of me. I figure, “ darn, shes not talking.” But when we became classmates in junior year, Ure a big revelation to me. U really do talk. Hahaha…
I cant remember how it exactly happened but I found myself, opening up to u and showing u my drawings. Well not really. U caught me drawing a girl wearing a dress during one of those boring classes. And u were like, "WOW. Ang galing mo naman!" As if it's the most amazing drawings on earth. U always have faith in me u know. ure like the wind beneath my wings. U taught me how to calculate sin and co sin in geometry class. Gosh! I hate math. And I guess, ure also one of the reasons why Im single. Coz u were always with me. And im also the reason why u never really had a bf, coz im always with you.
Remember we used to go home together after school? We used to buy banana cue then eat it while walking in your neighborhood and while looking out at cute guys playing basketball. It was alott of fun. Ure home is few blocks away from mine so im always dropping by at
You're in
And finally, after 5 years, we will be seeing each other again. weeks from now, we’ll be seeing each other again. live and on the flesh. Im soo excited. I cant wait.
Its
I was inside the same jeep u were riding. U were sitting next to me. I didn’t realize it was you until you looked in my direction and offered to pay my fare. I was still thinking what your name is when u started a conversation. That’s when I noticed, u have big brown eyes. And that’s when I realized, youre kinda cute. For a moment I thought, going to a new school is not that bad as I thought it would be.
My crush for u gets bigger and bigger since u and I belong to the same group. I had the best group among all the rest of the 3rd year nursing students because you were a member of it. I found myself smiling before going to bed coz I know I’ll be seeing you again the next day. I had really happy memories with you. I can still remember that
I want u to know that I still have with me the SLAM BOOK I asked u to sign on. There’s the “Who’s Your Crush” question, I smiled when I saw my nickname written in ALL CAPS to the space provided. I guess our friends have seen that since I asked them to sign as well. Brown eyes, u just made me happy that day.
The last time we saw each other was during our GRADUATION. Its been a long time. Im glad u still keep in touch. But when u get to see this, don’t laugh at me. I have outgrown my little crush on you a LONG TIME AGO. So don’t act as if ure a king ok. Hehe.. But u know what, maybe if u just pursue me and told me personally that u kinda like me too, I probably would have said,YES.
Dear Ronald James,
I don’t have any idea when I started liking you. Maybe, it was during ART CLASS when u taught me how to draw a pond with a fish swimming in it. Then u taught me how to color without going over the lines. I am smiling everytime I remember you and those things u taught me. I still smile everytime im hearing the song u dedicated for me during MUSIC CLASS That old song of TRUE FAITH still never fades. I want you to know that I’ve tried so many times to get the M result in FLAMES. I always end up with F as in FRIENDS or A as in ANGER. But I didn’t give up. I wanted to get a better result. L or S would be good. I put both our middle names. Finally, I got M for MARRIAGE. I think its cute. I was 8 that time. Don’t blame me.
I don’t know what happened in 3rd grade, we were not close anymore. We were not talking, hanging out together anymore.. then 4th grade came, we belong to different classes. I guess that somehow ended our friendship. I know u transferred to a different school. After 5th grade, I don’t have any news about you. But, I tried to google you hoping I can see u on the net. Ive also tried searching for u in FRIENDSTER but I ended up looking on a black guy’s page. I guess I already gave up my hopes on seeing you again. But still, im gonna try to search you on MYSPACE. I don’t have FACEBOOK. That’s the only 2 social networking accounts that I have.
RONALD JAMES SAN DIEDO. If u happen to see this, Pls pls. Let me know. and to all the readers, if u happen to know this guy, tell him I miss him ALOTT.
I never took it seriously coz I know another smart girl just recently dumped you. I figure, ure on a rebound stage. And u were asking me those things to conceal the fact that MY close friend dumped you. Very clever. But I won’t deny that I was a bit affected when u tried to deny that asked me out. Not that im soo into you or anything.. I just thought ure a LOSER. Am I that hideous or something?! C’mon! why didn’t u just said yes when u were asked? Well, I just wanna let you know, being admired by you is not something I should brag about. Its not something I would want to write on my resume either. Im just telling u I also denied it to the people who asked me about it. now, were even.
But as I grew older, I found myself removing Ure posters and the other BACKSTREET BOYS’ posters on my wall. Im removing it not because im liking a new band or group. Certainly not because I don’t loveyou anymore. Maybe because im starting to grow up. But I will forever be you BACKSTREET GIRL. And im keeping my email password.
“Just like the seasons, people have the ability to CHANGE.
It doesn’t happen very often. But when it does, its almost always right.
Sometimes it takes whats BROKEN becoming WHOLE again…
Sometimes it takes opening up to NEW people and letting them in.
But most times, it takes just one person who is truly afraid to show what they FEEL, getting an
And some things NEVER change… Let a NEW game BEGIN.”
Xoxo, GOSSiP GiRL.
SO YOU’VE BEEN DUMPED.
I don’t have anything in mind to blog about then I just googled a topic where in lots of people could relate to: BREAKING UP. Yep. The B word. You’be been there. He’s done that. U broke each other’s heart. Yeah most of people in a relationship must have gone through the crying, sleepless nights and all the crap. Whether ure the dumper or dumpee…its kinda difficult ending a relationship especially if it was a memorable one. Well, I guess, after all the trying-to-fix-things didn’t go well, it just comes to a point that it can no longer be fixed. And as much as both parties want to save the relationship, its just not happening. So DEAL WITH IT. And if ure planning to end the DRAMA with ur soon-to-be-EX, and ure havin a hard time when to start, Why not do it SOONER or better yet, NOW? Its still the same.
Below are the most used pick up lines.. u can pick one that works and is suitable for you. (tip: try to atleast pretend that ure hurting too.)
Translation ***
“I go this way and u go that way. May our paths never meet again.”
*** I don’t want to see
“I have more stuff to give priority to.” (school, career, family)
*** Our relationship is not my topmost priority.
“It’s not you, it’s me.”
*** I have a dark past. I’ve been wanting to tell u all along that im married.
“I need space.”
*** You’re strangling my neck.”
“You deserve someone better.”
*** Uhh.. I want someone else
“It’s over.”
*** I have to move on to get away from a gremlin.
“My parents don’t want us to see each other anymore.”
*** I have an eye problem, and I cant see u anymore.
“I think there’s a need for us to re-evaluate some things going on between us.”
*** I love you but I love myself more.
“Let’s just be friends.”
*** I don’t want anything to happen in this relationship that could ruin anything that
we had.
“It’s not working out anymore.”
*** Umm.. Sorry. But im gay now. Ure brother is just way too hot.
“I’m gonna have to set u free.”
*** I have genital herpes. U should get urself checked.
“I need to find myself first.”
*** I’m fed up with u B*itch!
“I don’t love you anymore.”
*** Welcome to Dumpsville!
There. U might have heard some of therm from someone. Ha. The dumper usually gives lame excuses coz they’re afraid they could hurt the person they’re gonna dump. The dumpee, on the otherhand would just have to be smart enough to read between the lines. Rejection is such a B*itch. But if ever, I’ll be in this kind of situation in the future, I’d rather hear the painful truth and in my face “ I don’t love u. it’s over.” than break-it-to-me-gently melo-dramatic Bullsh*t.
To the DUMPER:
JUST SAY IT.
To the DUMPEE:
GET OVER IT.
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